I dont know why but Im pulled to dark ideas, sometimes from reading story or from real life something that happened, where I imagine if it was me - how I ended in this situation, how it feels to me, why the guy or guys would do this, what is in their heads?
I dont have one single idea - more loose collection and like to hear ideas from guys, what can they imagine, how do they think this happens to me or someone like me (east european student girl) or me when younger or ? I always imagine fantasies and plays as if it happens to me.
Some loose ideas / likes
- imagine vulneralbe lost often: first time really drunk,... visiting foreign country,... in party but lost friends, ... when more naive younger somehow this is more dark, I dont kow why but find drawn to more darkness like also imagine hwo feels to be real beaten up ?
- imagine often its not only one guy but several or group, imagien what they say and think about me ... how it does not stop but just go on again and again
- maybe less so but imagine sometime it is filmed, Im shown just used like cheap slut and imagine strangers that will see this and think of me?
- imagine often atmospfere of guys pretend first to be nice manipulate me before they change and show how they real think of me - imagine them often sexist / racist, that because Im from not perfect family or from east europe or ... its my fault, they can do what they want as Im just cheap or slut or why nobody will care
What I found Im NOT into
- Bondage fetish, I imagine sometime maybe tied up but only as part of atmospfere that I cannot escape not as focus fetish like some guys like. Also not pain-fetish or guys that want to force it to be "good" for me.
Write me with ideas
