I started writing erotica about five years ago on Ravishu, where I was Bruiser7 originally. I became HistBuff in 2021 and this pen name stuck like a drying coat of semen on a Memphis Belle's face.
I know it will perhaps sound offensive here, but I have rape fantasies. Mostly gang rape. I've been having them since as long as I've had sexual thoughts. I noticed that in many novels, rape is there, but never mentioned and implicit. It didn't take long for me to deduce that if Arabs capture a Christian town and then proceed to torture and butcher the men, then it's more than likely they took their liberties with the women even though there is no mention of it anywhere in the novel.
I've already posted a few pieces of fiction here. I'll probably keep on writing in English only since I wouldn't want to disgrace the beautiful Hoch Deutsch language, and I've learned it so long ago that I tend to write "daß" instead of "dass" and beyond the names for trees which I know are always feminine, you can count on me to mix up genders the same as some Canadian politicians will confuse them when they try to speak French -- Lord knows why! French is such an easy language!
There's a remote possibility that you'll find pretty brunettes in my stories; in which case their risk of rape will be statistically significant.
So hopefully they can give better comments than me