Tidbits & Coffee

[MillieDynamite]

My name is Millie Dee Last-Name (Nope, not going there.). I live in OKC, used to be a PI. Lived on the streets of OKC from a little before my 13th birthday to a few weeks after my 14th. Have an adoptive father and mother, and brother and sister. What I did to survive on the streets was a bit of a horror show. Sometimes, I draw inspiration from that period of my life. I've been raped more than four times. My father is a part-time writer, and I started writing as therapy.

These days, I make my living as a ghost writer. I chose my Millie Dynamite pen name as Mum and Pops called me 90 Pounds of Dynamite from the second week I was with them. I used to weigh 90 lbs. Now that I'm closing in on my 36 birthday, I've lost a lot of the fat I picked up in the closing days of my PI career when I was a supervisor. I bounce between 100 and 105 pounds. I'm a married lesbian, Jo is my wife. We've adopted a boy we named Donnie.

I also publish on Amazon and ZBookStore through Red Kitty's Publishing, a mom-and-pop company.

Some of you know me from my time here before, I was 90lbsofDynamite then. Pull up a chair, there's Irish Coffee in the French Press (the blend, no booze in today), take a load off, and tell me about you.

[Claire]

That's quite the story. You could turn yourself into a novel character!

I remember you saying you don't write noncon that much anymore. Did it lose its appeal for you because you no longer need it as a form of therapeutic writing?

[MillieDynamite]

No, it's still a good way to relieve the stress when it returns. For rape stories, I have an alternate pen I use, but don't share that pen with anyone. I've made him a character, given him a name, a backstory. Creating him, whole cloth, as a not very nice person, and making him confess his rapes to the world. Though sometimes they're told in 3rd person or in first person by his victims. Those victims are always me, no matter their age, sex (yes, sometimes they aren't girls, or are trans one way or the other, who get raped).

[MillieDynamite]

Today's been strange. Waking at five, per usual, I worked on paid stuff until 7:30. At 7:45, I kissed the kid, put him on the bus for his preschool, and promptly came in and fished what I had to on ghostwork. Then, settling in, I sat at my computer, finger hovering above the keyboard, to work on a story. I sat, and I sat, and nothing came to me. So, I've bounced around webpages like this and done nothing productive. I did publish a new story here. Well, new to here at least.

I just finished my lunch, a hamburger patty and nothing else. I'm on the Carnavor Diet. It works. Unlike the new version of Night Court, which sucks big, green, donkey dicks.

[Vela Nanashi]

It is rough when one has too low energy/inspiration yeah, hopefully you will find some inspiration

[Vile8r]

I am Canadian (western Canadian) and I have been married twice. I'm a sucker for punishment.

I'm single now, live alone, and I have early stage Parkinson's Disease. I have been coming onto these sites for probably 15-16 years now. I joined RapeDesires way back in 2010. I have done writing for many years - even before the internet came along. I started doing rape fiction around 1994, I guess it was, That is when I remember writing my first one on the an old word processor typewriter. Seems so ancient now, lol. But in the mid-90s, it was still pretty good technology.
I've been into rape fantasies since I was probably about 12-13. Not even sure how they developed. I remember reading some old magazines my dad had - the old true crime magazines that would have pics of women bound and being terrorized by some nasty bad guy on the cover. I found that pics like that excited me.
I don't know what compelled me to write my first rape fiction story, but since I liked to write stories and I was into rape fantasies, I suppose it was just a natural progression for the two things to eventually merge. My very first story was about a girl I knew, and whom I had fantasized about in the past. It was just a short story - not even sure if it was 1000 words, but it was fun.
When I started going on the internet in the late 90s-early 2000s, I realized it would be the perfect place for stories! Even so, like I say, it wasn't until 2010 that I finally joined a site, and then things took off! I have probably belonged to at least a good dozen or so different sites over the years. A few kinda sucked, but some were very fun and interesting and I have made some good online friends, a few who are on this site.
So that's me.